11/10/96

Teddy nearly punched me yesterday. I think that's progress.

11/14/96

I don't want to talk about it. I don't. I don't know what Reia is getting at, or what she's telling Lera when they see each other. I can't do this all over again.

11/15/96

He won't answer the phone, and I need to talk to him before this gets worse. I think something's wrong with Reia. Something that the doctors haven't caught onto yet. I feel like there's a black hole in my stomach, and it gets wider every time she smiles at me. I don't think I can visit her anymore. I'll keep going to the hospital with Lera, but I'm not stepping foot inside of that room.